and the DVD cover has cocaine on it, and the disc is all scratched up. Way to go, whoever rented this before me. You fucking slob.

this is no lie-ya-ya
me and my niggaz gettin high-yigh-yigh
yo if you look up in the sky-ya-ya
you might see us floatin by-ya-ya
-Nelly (wrap sumden)

with three other individuals. One of them was a male, and the other two, well, the other two were females. God only knows what they were up to in there…and furthermore Susan, i wouldnt be the least bit surprised to learn that all four of them habitually smoke marijuana cigarettes, reefers.

and my damn DVD player quit working. I just watched a DVD earlier today, but now every fucking disc I try to play comes back with “Disc Error” on the screen. I’ve tried turning the power off, unplugging the DVD player and plugging it back in, I even ran a DVD cleaner disc thing in there but it too came back with “Disc Error”… so I don’t know what the hell is wrong. Pisses me off though. Now I’ve got to find something else to watch with my freshly packed bowl. Damn, I was looking forward to watching this DVD.

Ok, I’ve heard of crack whores, and I’ve even met a few sluts who smoke weed, but I’ve never heard of anybody becoming a porn whore because of a marijuana addiction, until now. Celebrity Rehab on VH1 has thrown together alcoholics, coke fiends, crack heads, etc, and they all have their reasons for becoming addicts. For example, former American Idol contestant Jessica Sierra, according to her, her mother was a druggie prostitute whore who overdosed and was found dead laying in someones back yard.

Anyway, to make this post shorter I’ll get to my point. This girl Jaimee Foxworth, who as a child actress played on Family Matters, took a different path to the bottom of addiction. She says she started smoking weed, and it made her do porn.

What the fuck? I know that some people have a problem with marijuana, and smoke way too much, but seriously, what happened to it being a “gateway drug?” It seems like Jaimee Foxworth said fuck a gateway and went straight to sucking dick on camera. Blaming the cannabis for this seems kind of ridiculous. I say she has something else in her past she isn’t being truthful about, or either she is just a nympho who likes making movies in which she co-stars with a penis.

I honestly believe that if marijuana were legal, it would help many people break the addiction to harder drugs like crack and meth. Although I’ve never smoked crack or did meth, I used to deal and snort a shitload of coke, and I drank a lot of alcohol. I was always staying out getting into trouble, etc… but one day a “more responsible” friend of mine told me that if I would quit doing stupid shit and just stay home for 3 months that they would provide my weed during that time. It helped. I haven’t looked back since. I was able to break my other habits during that time frame and get my life back on track.

These days, I’m fairly successful with a FANTASTIC job, and my only habits are weed and cigarettes.

I think I was given a good form of rehab, and I believe that if it were offered to other addicts, marijuana could work for them also. Maybe it’s beneficial because good marijuana helps most people to relax, and for me personally, it helps me focus. I think I may have ruined my attention span by doing the various drugs I’ve done over the years, and weed certainly helps me focus and pay attention better.

I wrote this at a really dark point in my life where I was living a bit too hard and it started to take a toll on me. This was probably written somewhere around 1999-2003. Life was a blur at the time.

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I ain’t the first dude to claim
I’ve walked some long, dark roads
I’ve traveled some wild and crazy paths
I’ve driven too many hard, rough highways in life
I’ve made it harder than it coulda been
I’ve let life be more difficult than it shoulda been
Oh how it woulda been

The choices I made
I coulda been like the rest
I coulda been like everyone else
If I woulda only followed the pack
The right pack, not the wrong pack
If I woulda only followed orders
And always did whatever I was told
If I woulda followed all the damn rules
I shouldn’t have broken alotta them rules
I coulda conformed and I coulda had a normal life
For all practical purposes

How do I feel about me?
How do I feel about myself?
What do I think about me?
What do I think about myself?